don't hold back.

it's always darkest before the dawn.
shake it out.
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give me a reason to stay,
a reason to leave,
just give me a reason,
anything you need.

After all this time, I found you. And now I don't know what to do.
Closure is only something that we have made up for ourselves, to make ourselves feel better. I thought I had that, I thought I had closure. Until I found you. Everything I've believed has been shattered because today I decided to forget.
All those promises, those letters, those words, those emotions. The long nights, the adventures on rooftops, in the middle of the fields. How everything seemed to take place. A hope for the future.
I got scared.
You left.
And now I found you.
 
I thought that this was all for the best. You leaving meant that I could continue to grow. Just as the gardener trims the branches, you hacked mine off.
Bittersweet.
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everything hurts.
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I want to skip my next class, but I know I shouldn't...
But, yeah... Uhhh...
Message me.

Well hello.
It's been awhile. But I guess it's part of my pattern.
Anywho, send me a message (:

Well, hello polyvore.
Get at me (;

last time I was at a funeral, I was seven.
how do I even prepare for this?
but I guess it's not about me.
It's about you.
r.i.p., kdh.

oh, how nice it is to be in this bed.
 
message me.

ten pages of writing, about zombies.
three prescribed drugs.
codeine is a pretty purple.
supernatural.
pass the fuuck out.